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PANIC ATTACKS ARE REAL​!​!​! (and so are monsters)

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1.
The world is burning And I can’t contemplate Cosmic confusion A universe at stake I’m as small as an ant now Of course I’m gonna cry So if you’re gonna say it Say it right Goodbye Leave this place With your head held high Wash off that evil Tortured blue eye Ghost over my shoulder Shells around my feet Save it for the lonely Save it for the damned Save it for the holy Save it for the bland
2.
At the edge of the world There’s a fly on your arm Everything’s a cycle Everything’s a cycle Heart in your hand Tighten your grip Watch me as I spiral Watch me as I spiral I was just a footnote In your inspired life I was just a footnote In your inspired life
3.
Don’t you know the time I’ve been up all night Trying to keep my self from falling Trying to keep my from falling Asleep I need sleep Oh, the sun is rising So nearly complete Asleep I need sleep The sun is rising Nearly complete
4.
Silver Sail 04:05
Blue skies And a silver sail White clouds Lead us through a trail And now The door is broken The door is shut Boots on when the puddles sing Hoods up ready for a hymn And now The door was broke through The door is gone Hope is here And I see it so clear
5.
BLANKVHS 01:18
6.
My heart is pounding Forget it, hey Just talk about it in your blog I don’t care for what you have to say But my eyes won’t shut There’s a key I lost it in the hay My hand is trembling My leg gives way If you find it Return to me Then I might feel safe
7.
song for P1 02:00
Take it back Form a ??? On ?? Talk it over ??? ?? *This song was improvised over two years ago*
8.
coldteaa 04:20
The teas gone cold That's right I said The teas gone cold From something that I loved the most Something that I loved the most Little pandas all alone Abandoned without a home It's a damn disgrace Dare not show my face The walls are surrounding me Eyes as far as I can see I don't remember who I used to be Could you please enlighten me The sky blends into the sea Surf into concrete Scroll through Who'd ya really wanna talk to Huh? There’s something coming over me A swirling sense of apathy (Kneel for the bowl) Don’t worry I wont cause a scene Voiceless and broken Always unspoken You did this to me Emotionally numb Is strong Pass it along The worst advice I’ll leave this anger Bottled up inside (Kneel for the bowl) All because the teas gone cold From something that I loved the most
9.
Wide awake Taking its toll Hits me quick And it fills my soul Buried deep In this self made hole How can this end So I try To rewind For the thousandth time It's all in my head I’m back and I will never change You’re a heathen I'm back and I will never change I was running away from time It was never mine Never mine I was running away from time It was never mine Never mind So I try To rewind For the thousandth time It's all in my head It's all in my head
10.
There’s nothing in my own time Slow it down Trying too quick just to start Only in my nightmares Panic attacks are real And so are monsters I said, panic attacks are real And so are monsters Please may you dance May you dance May you dance With me
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There we are Counting baseballs In a net Simple play fun Touch your chest When they're all gone Touch my neck Now the days done Pile of leaves Scattered paper And your ripped jeans Bubblegum flavour Smile at your friends As they speak fast Trip as you skip Always picked last
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about

To anyone who has listened to any of these tracks - thank you. To anyone who has had to hear me go on and on and on and on about this album - thank you. To anyone who has given me advice, a push in the right direction or encouragement - thank you. To all the people I hold close to my heart - thank you. I could not have done this without you.

This album was the closest I could get to describing and documenting the mental spirals that take place when going headfirst into a burnout or breakdown. To anyone else going through this, you’re not alone and you got this.

Love,

Solo Project x

credits

released November 2, 2018

Written, performed & produced in various rooms over five years in Falmouth, Horley, Brighton & Cyprus by Raf Batchelor.
Mastered by Charlie Kirby & Fred Bailey at Mount Street Studios in Nottingham.
Design by Mary Sims-Howlett.

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